I’m gonna throw up

I’m in a really bad place right now and I’m forcing myself to stay in bed so I don’t do anything I’m not thinking straight and my thoughts have been nothing but self destructive and suicidal for the past 2 hours

every time my dad equates his “”“safety”“” with mine in terms of our relationship and then calls me a martyr when I take up issue I want to rip his fucking eyes out with my bare hands and shove them down his pig throat :)

nadirnek:

狂い咲く、醜美。

有人提供分解版的，想說拼起來………沒想到拼起來老實說感覺超怪XD…
所以乾脆就順便 去摺痕 + 美化 一下ZERO姐姐w
話說2ch提到名取。我才想起來，對齁，DOD3感覺沒有名取
比較像是橫尾太郎+映島巡 combo…..名取さん回來啊～Q.Q
（※名取佐和子正是DOD1與NieR的腳本構成，同時也是TOE與V&B的腳本家）

i don’t know what ot do

i wanna fucking be dead, i know that me thinking this is a big result of not taking my anti-depression meds for a while now but i really truly just do not wnat to be living right now

my head feels like it’s going to explode, i think i’d be a a lot better off if it actually did